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Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate

You're a well liked, though underrated, blogger.You have a heart of gold, and are likely to blog for a cause.You're a peaceful blogger - no drama for you!A good listener and friend, you tend to leave thoughtful comments for others.

What's" Your Blogging Personality?

Miracles at Christmas

Don't be alarmed by the title of this post...lol! It is not another sappy Christmas movie line...

Since I was off work today, I ended up watching TV part of the day. Even though I never watch this show...I actually watched The 700 Club today.

The topic today was on "miracles". First story was about a man, who had suddenly became ill, spent a few days in the hospital where doctors had NO idea what was wrong. They discovered he had two abcesses on his liver, he was raging with fever, his blood pressure dropped severely low, and he went into septic shock....basically he was on his death bed. One of his friends was a doctor there and part of his church. He called everyone to prayer and the man came out of being deathly ill. Praise God for His healing power!

What got to me was the fact of hearing this man's doctors share how serious this was for him and how it really was a miracle that he recovered. I was humbled by that thought....because this man had all the symptoms I also had this summer. I mean, I KNOW its a miracle of healing that I am alive...but I guess I still didn't really realize how close to death I really was.

I want to say THANK YOU to all who did pray for me, those that know me, and those that know of me through friends. It certainly was NOT my time to go...and I am glad that "God isn't finished with me yet".

Such life is a blessing...and I am wishing and praying for a New Year filled with health and love and grace for each one of you!

My Vacation/Christmas Trip to OPK

How was my vacation? Let's see....

There was some stubbornness, a little moping, and "wanting to help with EVERYTHING"...AND that was just from T!!!!! =D j/k....T did a great job of letting me come in and take over her kitchen...which is hard to do for me, personally. She is a great friend!

Actually, our visit with T and Dash was wonderful!

We enjoyed a day of making Christmas cookies with all four kids. (of course, the best part was when the cookies were gone and so was the constant requests of "can we have another cookie...pleeeeeease?" LOL!

I was priviledged to make some of T's mom's famous recipes. We enjoyed a delicious brown sugar baked ham...unfortunately, the cooked pineapples met their end without any say in the matter...lol! So if you hear any squealing...it is more than likely the pineapple rings still searching for an escape! We also enjoyed roasted red potatoes and green beans w/bacon, topped off with jumbo size crescent rolls. Since all the cookies were gone, we served a choice of spice cake w/ homemade butter cream frosting or strawberry cake w/ funfetti frosting.

During Dash's reading of the Christmas Story, we experienced a quiet still teachable moment with young hearts that just thrilled my soul. This has been the BEST Christmas I have had in years.

Thank you Lord Jesus, for your gift of love and friendship!

Christmas Surprise!

While the boys were at their last day of school today, I got to wrap presents without any risk of them finding out anything.....

Well, almost!

Just now, I hear a beep-beep-beep sound coming faintly from under the tree. I know what it is, because I bought it. LOL! However, my youngest picked it up and ran over to his older brother and said, "Hey, guess what....it's BEEPING!"

I ducked into my room real quick so to not bust out laughing...and therefore, wrote this blog!

Guesses anyone?

Way Cool!

I had the rare opportunity to go to dinner with a friend and her husband last evening. One of my favorite places is Macaroni Grill....and we enjoyed a wonderful dinner. I knew that I had to be careful to budget the extra costs, but since it was in celebration of our December birthdays....it was worth it. The unique thing was I knew I was supposed to receive a small rebate in my paycheck from my insurance premium. When I checked my account this morning I saw that my expenses last night was $23.10 and my rebate was $23.09. How cool is that?!

When I went to the food pantry the other day and was putting away the toiletries and discovered my favorite brand of toothpaste! I had so wanted to go buy it but was limited on funds and had decided to be grateful for what I received from the pantry. Pretty cool!

There were also several food items that happened to be my kid's favorites as well. Usually we get more generic cereal, which we do eat! But it was so like God to provide some of the favorites this time. Way Cool!

We're Gonna Party...like it's My Birthday...

7:30 am - We really are gonna party...there is NO SNOW! =D

8:00 am - Shopping for my birthday present...a pedicure set to "pamper myself". Oh, and the dishwasher soap, and the laundry detergent, and the sinus medicine...oh well, I did pick out a new nail color...something I haven't done in 5 years. LOL!

9:00 am - T's birthday present arrived.........It's SNOWING!!!! It's okay, I still love ya!!!! Next time, a two-liter of coke will be enough...

10:00 am - Took a hot soak for my pedicure and manicure...talked to my best friend...watched Matlock (while my nails were drying...lol)

3:00 pm - Picked up my boys from daycare..."let's get this party started" with a fireplace and they played in the snow.

6:00 pm - Got to spend snuggle time with my boys....the fire was going good!

10:00 pm - Played Gin online with T...that was alot of fun!

Overall....I had the BEST birthday I have had in years ;)

Attitude Adjustment

Woke up this morning a little late. Not good!

Heard the boys squealing to the top of their lungs. It Snowed!

My heart sunk to the floor. Oh crap!

Got everyone off for the day. Very good!

Must take time to pray. Attitude Adjustment!!

The Blahs

Instead of singing the blues....I think I am singing the Blahs...LOL!

For some reason my spirit and personality is greatly affected by the weather and lack of sunshine. Which is another reason I could never live in Alaska as an adult! I have heard of the tanning beds being a solution to the Seasonal Affective Disorder, so I decided to do some Google research on it tonight.

There is even a self-test to take, if you are interested in checking it out.
http://www.normanrosenthal.com/winter_blues_2.shtml (not sure if it will work as a link)

The products are quite expensive so I honestly think it may pay off for me to reactivate my tanning membership! =o)

Winter: Past, Present, and Future

In honor of my dear friends in Colorado and Kansas! I know you all had snow before St. Louis saw the first flakes this morning...lol!

Diary Of A Snow Shoveler

Nov 29: We woke to a beautiful blanket of crystal white snow covering every inch of the landscape. Can there be a more lovely place in the Whole World?

Dec 3: Snow, lovely snow! 8" last night. The wind took my breath away, but I warmed up by shoveling.

Dec 6: Ice storm this morning. Fell on my butt on the ice in the driveway putting down salt. The wife laughed for an hour.

Dec 10: Still way below freezing. Roads are too icy to go anywhere.

Dec 13: Had another 14" of the @#! stuff last night. More shoveling. Took all day. Took me 45 minutes to get dressed to go out and shovel, and then I had to pee.

Dec 14: Only 2" today. And it warmed up to Zero. I hate the snow!

EDITOR's NOTE: By Dec 8, there were no birthday parties for Jadee and her sister...they got a blizzard every time. :(

Favor or Fiasco

Yesterday, my boys actually let me sleep in some....yay!

Then my oldest asked me if I would like a piece of toast too. So he made me "breakfast in bed"...along with a glass of pineapple-orange juice. And even though "he doesn't like butter" he put some on my toast for me. He fixed up his little TV tray with my plate and glass and napkin and brought it to my bed for me.

By this time, I had actually gotten up out of bed and had turned on my computer. While I was waiting to connect to the internet, I started playing Super Collapse II. This is my boys favorite game and they love to "coach" Mom!

Needless to say, my youngest was getting very excited telling me to "use the bomb, use the bomb, hurry mom"....and threw himself back on my bed with relief when I cleared most of the screen. I was the one who got a little over-excited this time as I soaked up the juice off my bed and removed the covers for the laundry. LOL!

Breakfast in bed...a treat?....uh...not so much! =D

The weekend

Okay...one holiday down...two more to go! LOL!

This is the lineup for us:

November - Oldest son's birthday and Thanksgiving
December - My birthday and Christmas
January - New Year's and youngest son's birthday

Whew! That is alot of birthday cake!!! Not to mention my famous Pumpkin Pie Cake and Christmas chocolate candy! =D

A Gambling Addiction

Hi! Uh...my name is Jadee....and I am, uh, an addict...a gambling addict. I am always on edge as I am driving on my way home, itching to figure out how I did today. I love the thrill of when I "win" and beat the odds, but absolutely hate it when I "lose" out and didn't call the shots well.

My vice? GAS PRICES!!!!!!

I just filled up my tank yesterday at $1.95/gallon. I was excited because I had watched the price come down all week and I "waited it out" until Sunday. Yay for me! Ha! Today on the way home...I noticed the gas prices DROPPED 6 cents...bringing it down to $1.89/gallon. So I lost out...again! LOL! =D

Sit down and blog?

What? I should sit down and blog? Are you kidding me?

I just had TEN 8-yr-olds at my house for a birthday party....and um...think I lost some of my sanity. So I have no "wonderful insight" to share on my blog....lol!

Except maybe this....don't do it! You can be strong! Hold out on having birthday parties with EIGHT boys running around in a 2-br apt!

JUST KIDDING! =D

To see the fun on their faces when they played "new" games...which are actually our "old, traditional" party games...it was alot of FUN! I am very glad that my son had such a wonderful party. This was the first one he has ever had. It was a good turnout despite another student having their party on the same day that started when ours ended. So it worked out perfectly!

ME? What did I do after all the kids left? Well, my boys went to their dad's house for the night, and I got Chinese take-out with a movie by the fire!

Ahhhhh....such bliss! :)

Flashbacks

K...bear with me! I really am uncovering new growth. It's really strange how I feel but everywhere I turn I am seeing something that instantly transports back in time. Usually to some personal point in my life. Sometimes, I feel I am grown and confident. Other times, I feel young and unsure of life. I believe the pendulum is slowing its swing...

I walked out to leave for lunch and I saw a bumper sticker on a van that said "De Colores". This took me back to my Emmaus Walk in Indiana several years ago. Ironically, I have been going through more emotions as I did back at that time of my life. Remembering back was good for me to realize that I have gone from "fully processing emotionally" to "staying in control of my emotions to process more logically", that now I am learning how to "feel" my emotions again.

While I was out, I heard a song on the radio (which of course, is the 80's Hour) and remembered when I heard that song. It was on my first "Day-after-Thanksgiving-Shopping-Trip". I had met a friend at our winter youth retreat and I was actually granted permission to go with them when they invited me to go along. This adventure began at 6:30 am. But I had so much fun and experienced a taste of grown-up freedom! (of course, I wasn't allowed to listen to "secular" music)

Walking back into the office building, I caught a whiff of fresh paint. This took me straight to my childhood, as my father owned his own painting business. Ah...such memories came with that flashback. As a young girl, my dad always told me I was able to do whatever I put my mind to doing. He was my inspiration in completing college.

I think the lyrics of Faith Hill's song fits me well today:

Wild One

They said change your clothes

She said no I won't

They said comb your hair

She said some kids don't

And her parents dreams went up in smoke

They said you can't leave

She said yes I will

They said don't see him

She said his name is Bill (Paul)

She's on a roll and it's all uphill

She's a wild one

With an angel's face

She's a woman-child

In a state of grace

When she was 3 years old on her daddy's knee

He said you can be anything you want to be

She's a wild one

Runnin' free

She loves Rock and Roll

They said it's Satan's tongue

She thinks they're too old

They think she's too young

And the battle lines are clearly drawn

She's a wild one
With an angel's face
She's a woman-child
In a state of grace
When she was 3 years old on her daddy's knee
He said you can be anything you want to be
She's a wild one
Runnin' free

She has future plans and dreams at night

When they tell her life is hard she says that's alright

She's a wild one
With an angel's face
She's a woman-child
In a state of grace
When she was 3 years old on her daddy's knee
He said you can be anything you want to be
She's a wild one
Runnin' free

I figured it out...

The other day it was mentioned about mistyping the "word verifications". I think that I figured out why it is sometimes difficult to type it correctly.

We tend to read from memory alot and type words that we expect to be coming along. Since the "word verifications" are not actual words, it is more difficult for our brain to process what we should be typing.

I was sent an email last year that gave a perfect example of this. Each word was misspelled, but the first and last letter were in place. The key point was that we could still "read" the email. The boys are being taught to use their best-guess spelling right now, in order to encourage them to do their writing assignments.

Not sure how I feel about this...since I want them to learn to do both! LOL!

Moment of Truth

It is interesting how people are so quickly to accuse you of something that they are obviously doing. It was this way in my marriage too. I have only had a few instances of this happening to me. But I have now come face-to-face with some direct accusations. However, this is the next step of the process in removing myself from unhealthy situations...ie. unhealthy friendships.

Being firm, yet graceful!

Wise Choices - Poor Choices = Hard Choices

Wow! We say we want to make wise choices. We pray to make the right choices. We teach our children to avoid making poor choices. So how come it is so HARD to make those choices?

I have been going through some major growing lately (as mentioned here a time or two...lol).

I just had to make a couple of hard choices to let some people go out of my life that I cared about. However, if a friendship can't be a two-way road of mutual respect and communication...then its a poor choice of a friendship.

Thankfully a wise choice in a friendship helped me realize this! :-)

AMAZING

Have you ever "googled" yourself? One of my "dates" told me he "googled" my name and that I show up as an alum from Evangel University. I decided to check it out...sure enough, there I was....bold and out there for everyone to see! Not that I really have a problem with that...it was just interesting.

Since then I have learned "google" searches are quite handy for alot of research purposes. And yes, when I go on a "date", I do "google" them to see what comes up under their name. Most of the time, nothing has shown up. But you know, they do post some court hearings especially if an arrest is involved. So it might pay to "google" someone before meeting them for lunch...LOL! (too bad we couldn't "google" to see their responses on issues....I know...that would be living in a dream world, not the online world)

So tonight, during my search for some college friends, I stumbled across a directory listing that will even get you email addresses. That's kind of scary! For fun, I searched for myself...and actually found another person with my same first name and my same last name (which is my former married name). Of course, then out of curiosity, I had to search for my maiden name.

I found 36 people with my same first name and same last (maiden) name! And that is NOT including ME anymore!! AMAZING!!

(no, I didn't find my email address listed, thankfully!)

Seen on a church billboard...

Patience is trusting in God's time schedule.

True Friendship

Let me contrast two friends in my life:

One has known me for 12 years or longer. She has not ever made promises to me that she didn't keep. She has never talked behind my back. She has loved me unconditionally. She has been there for me like family on more occasions than I can count. She is honest with me. She has confronted me. We disagree at times. We cry on each other's shoulders. She loves my kids. She respects me. She is the best friend one could ask for. This friendship has stood the test of time and been long distance for the majority of 10 years.

I had met a new friend this year. We have some things in common. She constantly "spins" things to avoid the truth. She has manipulated me. She has taken advantage of me. She does not keep her word (because she "spins" herself out of it). She has now committed the "cardinal" sin...and has begun talking bad about me behind my back. It is now time to end this so-called friendship (that didn't even last a year).

By nature, I am a loving and giving person. I give my heart more than I should. I get burned. I forgive. I have hope. And I try again. How do I keep my dignity and close a chapter of my life without debris? How do I be "firm yet graceful"? Only God will help me say the right words.

Age of Accountability

It was very late last night when we headed home from our friend's house. My oldest was watching the moon and discovering it moved according to the directions the car turned.

Mesmerized by looking up at the sky, he asked me, "Mom, how is it that I just know things sometimes?" I asked like what kind of things. He said, "you know...just things sometimes...I just know what might happen or understand that other things could happen." Talk about a loaded question!!!

I went on to explain about the Trinity and how the Holy Spirit is our guide in our heart. I also explained that such sensitivity and knowledge is a gift from God. I was really thrilled to hear him express this with me. As I have discussed on many occasions with my best friend and prayer partner, we desperately wish our children to be blessed with a deep understanding and connection with God, just as it has been with us even as children.

Later that night, as I lay in bed thinking over the conversation...I realized I was just about his age when the depth/hugeness of God seemed to become clear to me. I was 8 and in second grade when I started writing songs to God. I would play out on the swingset and look up at the clouds for hours....and get tears in my eyes without even knowing why. Now I can remember that I was communing with God in my own special way. How unique and special of a time that was for me as a child.

It is still just as unique and special for me now as an adult. I am being reminded of that simple child-like faith that the Bible talks about. What a refreshing opportunity for me as a "middle-aged" (lol) adult to receive!

I know my kids are blessed with natural talent of music and singing...something I know God gave me at a young age as well. Last week, N told me he was writing a song to God, and would I type it for him. Of course, I did. He has his own folder marked with his name. Just a few moments ago, he said he need to add to his song. At first, I wasn't sure what he was talking about...but then he told me HIS song he was writing! So now we have the Title, Chorus, and First verse. I am very proud of him! (and pleased as punch that he is taking after his mom...lol!)

hmmm...wonder where my handwritten songs are? maybe I should type them up too!

The Power of Observation

My observations for the day:

1. Driving to my doctor's appointment, I had to wait on 6 geese crossing the drive way. The power of six can stop traffic!

2. While shopping at the grocery store, I had to wait in line behind 16 suit-wearing professionals also scanning their own lunches. The power of hunger pains can send all levels of management to the store!

3. On my way home, I got boxed in by traffic that slowed to 40 mph at the same moment. Then I saw two squad cars with their "culprits" on the side of the road. The power of consequence can cause even those of us on cruise to nearly come to a halt!

A Glimpse of my Realist side...

I used to love the song "Brown-eyed Girl" and claim it as mine because my eyes are more brown than blue...that's for sure! But when Kelly Clarkson came out with a song about "hazel eyes"...I knew it had to be mine! (my eyes are more hazel than even brown)

It has become my current theme song, thus showing my "realist" side...

Here is a glimpse of "Behind these Hazel Eyes":

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
Sewed together but so broken up inside

No I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you wont get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

The High Road

My last post seemed to generate more negativity than I anticipated...lol! I found myself slipping to a level that I don't wish to stoop. Therefore, I am choosing to climb above and take the high road! =D

Negative into Positive

Overheard in my office yesterday...(well not completely overheard...they were standing right at my desk looking over my shoulder!)

One rep, whom I will call Chicken Little was ranting about a company policy change. The second rep said, "Between you and my wife, I am having a hard time with all the negativity." To which Chicken Little replied adamantly, "No, seriously, I am being positive....I am positive this negative impact is going to happen!"

At this, I burst out laughing!

So do we categorize the "chicken littles" as "realists"? Or pessimists? LOL!

I am still known as a positive-believe-the-best-in-people person, despite any outside comments I have heard. Unfortunately, people like that and I don't get along too well...and end up having it all out!

(okay, okay...I am still striving for firmness with grace) =D

Homework? This is homework?

Last night while I was helping my youngest with his Monday night homework, the instructions were to choose a word that ended in -nk, -sk, -st to fill in the blanks. Now this was pretty easy for the "mom" to help give "suggestions" to the child.

However, the last problem stumped even me. Which is hilarious and I will tell you why in a moment. The sentence was "Mom keeps papers in her _______ in her room."

What in the WORLD???? Please give me the answer, quick! LOL!

My project I tackled this weekend was sorting through all the bills/mail that accumulated since my illness this summer, not to mention all the boys' artwork and "I made this special for you, Mom" projects! I admit this is a weakness of mine, only because I have not found the best process for me. Mind you, my career is administrative, but you know how that goes....The painter's house always needs painting...etc.

Needless to say, I was a little dumbfounded when I realized the answer should be "desk". I thought, hmmm...maybe that's my solution. Get a desk, Jadee!

The old fashioned saying comes to mind here, "A place for everything and everything in its place!"

My Weekend

For the first time in a very long time, I actually feel like I had a "weekend"! Usually, there is so many things to get finished like housework, kids' homework, bills, errands, obligations that the weekend flies by and I am tired/exhausted by Monday morning.

I have to say, my new philosophy on life of taking things at a slower pace is really paying off for me. Yes, I did housework and bills, but I didn't stress myself out on obligations. Instead, I actually got out and had fun! Sometimes there are still expectations when I go out...like I have to make sure everyone is having a good time (being the social being that I am....lol) or making sure that everyone is being taken care of (being the responsible person). This weekend was different. I went out and had fun. I enjoyed my company. I got to be myself. I uncovered a deeper level of myself. Sometimes that is very scary too, because it leaves me feeling extremely vulnerable. Which is something I learned a long time ago to keep control over, but God has a way of chipping away at that stubbornness! I guess its still a part of my growth process. It was neat to share the positives of my week/weekend with my small group. We finished up the book of James, which is so packed with alot of life applications that I need to go back and reread it on my own.

I am constantly reminded of Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." (NIV) Ultimately then, even when feeling vulnerable, God will walk beside me and give me strength. Therefore, I must relinquish control over all areas of my life to Him, if I want to receive the hope and a future He has planned for me. And that my friend, is a daily struggle!

I can see clearly now...

As the eclectic music lover that I am...I had on the Oldies station yesterday. The first song that I hear in the morning is what sticks with me through the day.

I CAN SEE CLEARLY NOW THE RAIN IS GONE
I CAN SEE ALL OBSTACLES IN MY WAY
GONE ARE THE DARK CLOUDS THAT HAD ME DOWN
IT'S GONNA BE A BRIGHT BRIGHT BRIGHT BRIGHT SUN SHINY DAY
IT'S GONNA BE A BRIGHT BRIGHT BRIGHT BRIGHT SUN SHINY DAY

I thought it was ironic how my mini trip lifted me up (literally and figuratively) then to be reminded again (on the ground) how the sun is always shining even when we can't see past the clouds.

Flyin' High

I took a short business trip to MN over the last two days....and I actually came back relaxed!

I realized that flying truly gets me away from the stresses of daily life. I enjoy my "pamper me" nights at home and curling up with a book, but there is just something about really "getting away" from it all and reading my book on the plane. I love the solitude. I get to escape into my thoughts that usually turn to prayer. When I finally land, I am still "flying high" in my spirit.

As I mentioned in Speed Bumps, my life is at a growth point. I sense the winds of change and have absolutely no clue what God may have in store for my life. One thing I do know is that the desires in my heart are there because HE PUT THEM THERE. It is my job to trust that He will fulfill my heart and guide me on the path. I have a peace and an excitement in my soul and look forward to what He brings.

My business trip was also successful and I am looking forward to putting in some changes in my job as well. Again, some of my frustrations point to personal growth. As I stretch and grow...I must make the adjustments in every area of my life, including my career. I am coming closer the the pendulum swinging into balance from "doormat" to "Capital B"...LOL! Being firm, yet graceful is what I am striving for!

We can ALL relate!

The doorbell rings, and a man answers it. There stands a plain but well dressed kid, saying, "Trick or Treat!"

The man asks the kid what he is dressed up like for Halloween.

The kid replies, "I'm an IRS agent." Then he takes 40 percent of the man's candy, leaves, and doesn't say thank you.

Speed Bumps

Yes, Yes, it really is Me...LOL! I know I have slacked off on my blogging/commenting...but here I am!

Since my recovery from my illness this summer...I am learning to take life at a much slower pace.

Sometimes I think that when God wants us to learn something to further our growth...we may be directed down a path with "speed bumps". I have been forced to take the time to look at choices and see that the path I am traveling down is not going to cause damage or consequences that I will regret.

This means taking inventory of my work, church, home, finances, friendships, dating, and life in general.

I am making some difficult decisions, but I feel that now that I have slowed down to go over the "speed bumps" so that I won't cause any damage!

Thanks for finding your way back to my blog! =D

RIDDLE THAT'LL KILL YOUR BRAIN!

This is going to make you so MAD! There are three words in the English language that end in "gry". ONE is angry and the other is hungry. EveryONE knows what the third ONE means and what it stands for. EveryONE uses them everyday, and if you listened very carefully, I've given you the third word. What is it? _______gry?

Anyone that does know the answer....like one of you "realists"...please share! LOL!

Growing UP!

I remember the days when I couldn't wait for my boys to grow up a bit. It was very hard toting two toddlers (14-months apart) around. I have been noticing changes in there maturity and grasp of concepts. I can see now how much they really grew up during my illness.

Sunday was a monumental day for us.

I awoke with a terrible allergy/sinus headache and my youngest son was sniffling as well. I cancelled our carpool for church, realizing I need to rest. Then my oldest walked into my room, fully dressed in a suit and tie, with his dress shoes on! (mind you, he was wearing a white t-shirt with his tie) When I told him we weren't going to church, he was VERY disappointed. He huffed, "then I got dressed for no reason! I really wanted to go to church today." Quickly, I called Ms. A to see how far away they were and that N was dressed in a suit for church. Immediately, she told Mr. N to turn around and come back.

How adorable it was to watch my oldest (no longer a baby) standing and waiting for his ride to church; gently tapping the toe of his shiny dress shoes and humming. Then he said "Bye Mom" and walked down the stairs to the van.

As much as this should have saddened me in this realization, I actually thoroughly enjoyed my one-on-one time with my youngest. Something I never get to do. I asked J if he would like to help me in the kitchen with lunch. He looked around and thought about it for a moment, then decided yes. This was his first time to help unload the dishwasher. (since his older brother usually jumps in first) Later, he stirred the eggs in a bowl for the fried rice that I was making. He had such a big grin on his face and his eyes were sparkly at the realization that he too, could help out, because he is not a baby anymore.

I love my boys!!!! (just in case you couldn't figure that one out, duh!)

Working 9 to 5...la..la..la...

Back to the grindstone tomorrow! I don't know if I should be glad or sad...LOL!

Glad that I will get a full paycheck again.
Sad that I will miss my daily nap.

Glad that I won't be on IV antibiotics anymore.
Sad that I can't have dinner delivered to me.

Glad that I can clean my own house now.
Sad that I can't watch stupid TV during the day.

Glad that I can wash my hair every morning.
Sad that I can't go back to bed after taking the boys to school.

Glad that God answers prayers for us.
Sad that I can't share that in person with you!

So the saga will continue in another chapter of The Working Woman! =D

Latest Trend

I have found a new fuel gauge to be installed on my car. It just made more sense!

God and the Spider

This is not an original posting, but was greatly inspired by this story that I received from a friend. Hope it sparks something for you as well. ~Jadee

God and the Spider

During World War II, a US marine was separated from his unit on a Pacific Island. The fighting had been intense and in the smoke and the crossfire he had lost touch with his comrades.

Alone in the jungle, he could hear enemy soldiers coming in his direction. Scrambling for cover, he found his way up a high ridge to several small caves in the rock. Quickly he crawled inside one of the caves. Although safe for the moment, he realized that once the enemy soldiers looking for him swept up the ridge, they would quickly search all the caves and he would be killed.

As he waited, he prayed, "Lord, if it be your will, please protect me. Whatever your will though, I love you and trust you. Amen."

After praying, he lay quietly listening to the enemy begin to draw close. He thought, "Well, I guess the Lord isn't going to help me out of this one."

Then he saw a spider begin to build a web over the front of his cave. As he watched, listening to the enemy searching for him all the while, the spider layered strand after strand of web across the opening of the cave."

Hah," he thought. "What I need is a brick wall and what the Lord has sent me is a spider web. God does have a sense of humor."

As the enemy drew closer he watched from the darkness of his hideout and could see them searching one cave after another. As they came to his, he got ready to make his last stand.

To his amazement, however, after glancing in the direction of his cave, they moved on. Suddenly, he realized that with the spider web over the entrance, his cave looked as if no one had entered for quite a while.

"Lord, forgive me," prayed the young man. "I had forgotten that in you a spider's web is stronger than a brick wall."

We all face times of great trouble. When we do, it is so easy to forget the victories that God would work in our lives, sometimes in the most surprising ways.

As the great leader, Nehemiah, reminded the people of Israel when they faced the task of rebuilding Jerusalem, "In God we will have success!" [Nehemiah 2:20]

And remember: Whatever is happening in your life, in God, a mere spider's web becomes a brick wall of protection.

~ Author Unknown

Passing on the Power

Yesterday, in my hurry to get the boys to school since I had to be at the hospital for my (hopefully last) ultrasound, I gave in and allowed them to have a donut for breakfast. Now, I usually have been making them some scrambled eggs so they have some protein to start off their day. I have found a tremendous improvement in their behavior by taking them off the sugar cereals, poptarts, and processed lunch meats.

But as I said, they had a donut for breakfast. I regretted my decision as soon as we reached the car. They were already arguing over who could get in which side of the car, and your backpack is touching me, etc! As our morning tradition, I pray for our day. I could see I was going to need some backup for this morning. Without thinking, I told my oldest to pray for his day and his attitude. Listening to him pray warmed my heart. He prayed in a way that a child would and was so sincere. It encouraged me! Next, it was my youngest's turn to pray. With a tiny bit of attitude, he said, "Dear God" period. Again I told him to pray because his actions were not respectful. He did. And as simple as it was, I could hear the change of attitude in his voice. Amazing how much POWER there really is in a simple prayer.

I am thankful that God has been showing me these little things, because after the last month and a half, it has been real tough to remember to keep my focus on Him.

Matthew 18:20

Matthew 18:20 (KJV)

"For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them."

This scripture is especially dear to me as it is the basis of my Prayer Partnership.

Five years ago during the peak of the stress of my failing marriage, I would call my friend to cry and vent. She was always there for me...literally. She would always listen and tried to encourage me. One night, she said, "Let's pray about this". God used her prayers to calm my soul and strengthen me.

I came across the book "The Power of a Praying Wife"....and instead of seeing changes in my husband--since I was praying for HIM, I began to see many changes in myself. I felt certain this experience of praying Scripture was the opening to the change I had been hopelessly longing for. After sharing this book with my friend, we both began praying together more regularly.

It was amazing to see Matthew 18:20 being played out in front of our eyes! God was there. My friend and I were connected on a soul level. We began to celebrate the changes we saw God doing in each of lives as individuals. Which also led to improvement in our surrounding environments (or rather, improved our perspective on our lives).

Over the years, no matter where we have lived, we have always nurtured our prayer partnership. Sometimes we have prayed everyday, once a week, once a month, and sometimes it may be a bit longer. But God has blessed our friendship through this partnership, that sometimes there is a day or situation that will call us back to that place of "gathering together".

Remember, even God knows there is strength in numbers. And He wants to be in the middle!

My Top 10 List

The Top 10 Things NOT To Do While Sporting an IV Pick-line!

10. Don't sweep the kitchen floor.

9. Don't fold clothes.

8. Don't vacuum.

7. Don't scrub the bathtub.

6. Don't submerge yourself in a hot bath.

5. Don't forget to fully cover and waterproof the given arm before a shower.

4. Don't drive with your left arm (the arm in question) even though that is how you usually drive, so you can talk on the phone or play a CD.

3. Don't carry groceries in plastic bags piled on your arms so you can make it in one trip up the stairs.

2. Don't sleep on your side; must sleep propped up on pillows with given arm on it's own pillow.

1. DON'T ADD AIR TO YOUR TIRES EVEN WHEN THE CAR SAYS LOW TIRE PRESSURE!

Please do not try any of these if ever in the situation to sport an IV pick-line. Author has already experienced the pain and regret of each of the above from having lived with an IV pick-line for a month. It is in your best interest to view this blog as an informational post.

Conspiracy, Cynicism, and CT Scans

After another CT scan today and the threat of surgery looming before me, I am cynical enough to buy into conspiracy theories!

I was having a conversation with T regarding gas prices and world events, and conspiracy theories were brought up. She mentioned that she is pretty cynical when it comes to things like that. I have found myself becoming more cynical in my "older age"...LOL! After telling her about my CT scan today and the additional doctors still pushing for surgery, I was thinking, maybe I am being the victim of conspiracy??

Actually, I don't really think I am, but I found it very interesting that I have left the hospital, been at home for two weeks, when the doctors decide to throw "cancer" out there at me. The 5% chance for this is now the reason they wish to schedule me for surgery. I was told by a couple of docs that I am too young to have a body that is in this poor state of health. I keep telling everyone it is STRESS! But let's see, if my own daily stress as a single mother wasn't enough, let's add on the fact the doctors keep coming up with something new that is wrong with me! LOL! (see, I got my cynicism from T...j/k)

Still I wonder what good the CT scans really do, besides increase my medical bills, when you have doctors from 4 different departments with different interpretations. How do I know which one is more accurate. Not sure I have much choice either. Of course, one doctor only smiled with raised eyebrows when I told him that I agreed that their diagnosis was probably right! =D Yes, T got a kick out of that one too!

On the Road Again...

So I drove myself to my doctor's appointment today! Yay! My freedom has returned. However, it was really strange to have cars passing ME! Maybe T is right about me accomplishing both regression and transition to senior citizen...NOT! =D But I can tell the down time has been a positive thing for me. I am alot calmer and don't feel the need to rush around. Not only can I not physically rush around, but I am happy going about a slower pace. We shall see how long this will last...LOL! Actually, I think it was the gas prices that has me using my cruise and not gunning the car to beat the other lane onto the highway!

I swear, this gas inflation is downright crazy! My financial advisors in my office were talking the other week that we have seen gas under $1 for the last time in our lifetime. Sad, isn't it? (if its true, anyway) But kind of makes me nostalgic...like hearing my parents talk about going to McD's for a 10-cent hamburger! This will be me: Well, kids, I remember when I could fill my entire gas tank and not break a $20 bill! You gotta take good care of your car and don't be driving your friends everywhere. You be the responsible one and make them chip in for gas. Oh yeah! I remember shopping in K-mart and hearing "Blue Light Special: Ham sandwiches, 4 for a dollar!" Can you imagine that??? We could eat as a family for $1? Now we get excited over the Dollar menu at the fast-food joints! LMAO! (Can you tell its late and that I am hungry?)

Watcha Doin'?

So what do you do when you are at home and bored? Usually, I can turn on the TV and watch a movie. BUT the power was out for the afternoon. It was pretty dark outside too. I lit all my candles around the house, but it was very quiet. Can't get online without electricity either! I chose to read in my book. Now that the power is back on....even watching Law & Order is not keeping my attention. What's up with that?

Hmmmm....I am still bored! Maybe its partly due to my boys not being here tonight too. But I have the whole night to relax, but I decided to post instead. LOL! Maybe its time to pull out the Friends DVDs from the First Season??? =D

Okay, so my prayers were answered....and I was no longer bored by my evening! I decided to log on just to see if any of my buddies were online. Sure enough, T logged on right after me. She decided to see what I remembered from her teaching me gin in the hospital. We played three games and had a GREAT time! I think I found my new pastime. And I won't be tripping over any more pool sticks!

BTW, T is a very good teacher! =D

Alive and doing well

Well, my surgeon said that things are looking more positive that I will not need surgery for my gallbladder. I am so glad! Besides, doesn't that just sound like I am an old person with my "ailing gallbladder". I never knew what one was until this hospital visit....or what it did rather...lol! I will find out more on Tuesday when I will be done with my IV pick-line. I am not allowed back to work until they take that out. Which is fine with me! I am still resting alot. These last two days going to the doctors have worn me out. :-$

1 down; 3 to go

My first post-hospital check-up was today with my Hematologist. Thank God for the individual who invented the IV Pick-line. My lab draw was simple, easy, quick, and NO PRICKS!!!

Good news. My platelets are still in normal ranges for the trauma experienced. My red cell count is coming back up. That is, by taking 3 IRON pills/day...yuk! LOL! Yes, I already ate my can of Popeye spinach for the week! =D I will not have to see this doc again for 2 months! Yay!

Angels visited my house today w/ mop and vacuum in tow! I was so very blessed that two of my comrades from Kidz Ministry were willing to come and clean my house for me while I was gone to my dr. appt. Let me just say, that I really liked that and will no longer say that people who hire cleaning assistance are lazy! I felt such a rush of enjoyment to come home and my house was in wonderful condition. These Angels must have had their life insurance in order, because they even tackled my boys' room! N and J did not know about the cleaning surprise until they got home. (Another single mom that I had not met yet, came and got them for the day) N was so excited that he said we need to give Ms. D. TWO thank you cards...one for the yummy casserole and one for his room! LOL! I am glad they are thankful for the help as much as I am. The boys are good help to me too!

Life NOT in the Fast Lane

I am enjoying being home, but I think I may still be on "hospital hours"...LOL!

Of course, I have to be on them somewhat since I am doing my own IV meds. Kind of miss the nurse keeping track of the clock where I could sleep while they hooked up the IV!

I am still up at 6am...which was blood draws and meds...now it's just meds. 7am was breakfast. I am having hunger pains at 7am, but too tired to get myself food. More meds at 9am. Now I can eat breakfast. Nap from 10am to noon. NOTHING on TV...sorry, T, I never could get into any of the Soaps...LOL! Read in my book. 2pm meds. Another nap. Time for dinner. My tray used to come at 4:30pm. Now if I someone is bringing me dinner, its close to 6pm. (But its dinner I did NOT have to cook!) Watch a movie with the boys. Meds at 9 & 10pm. But I am ready for bed BEFORE this. Visiting hours were over at 8:30pm in the hospital and that is when I would go to sleep.

The question is: Am I regressing to a kindergartener's schedule? Or am I jump-starting to the Senior Citizen's schedule?

Noooo, don't answer that...it was a rhetorical question! =D

Whew! I am tired...better go get ready for bed...LOL!

Home Sweet Home

Home at last!

After 15 days in the hospital, I am very glad to be in my own home, sit on my own couch, sleep (still propped up) in my own bed, and of course, use my own bathroom! But my biggest joy was getting to have my boys by my side again.

Thank you all for your prayers. Please keep them coming. My strength is not where it needs to be yet. But I am improving.

T, you are a wonderful godsend and blessing to my family. Dash, thanks for your quiet support and your sacrifice without your "better half"! LOL! Please let N and C know how much they are loved and that they really made a difference in my life too. N and J look forward to coming out to see you all again.

I am still trying to get caught up in reading all the blogs I missed during the last couple of weeks. Be sure to check your old ones, because you know me...I seem to have a comment for everything! =D

Love to you all,
Jadee

Foreign Languages

I continue to be amazed at the knowledge of foreign languages this group posesses. I am NOT a language buff, and even got out of taking my one foreign language course in High School....

But I did take Gregg Shorthand!

Shorthand is a foreign language all of its own. I used to take sermon notes in shorthand and drive my sister crazy because she couldn't read over my shoulder! The only problem is that if you don't transcribe it right away, it is easy to forget what was written. This is because some symbols could be used as a Letter or a Word. And of course, like the rest of you know...practice is what keep you fluent.

My point on this blog was the fact that I kind of feel sad that I didn't take a foreign language like Spanish or French. Last night another single-mom friend and I went out to a local Mexican restaurant for dinner last night. I walked all over the place looking for the restrooms. Finally, I asked for directions!!! (Yes, I can humble myself to ask for directions, even for the restroom!) The Host looked at me quizzically, then pointed to a bright purple wall with big yellow letters with "ban`os". Boy, I felt like one of the girls on "Beauty and the Geek"!!

I commend you, RoamingWind, on your progress and dedication! I can't imagine trading places with you. I think I will stick to shorthand....what I remember of it! LOL! Maybe I will learn a few phrases from your posts!

Mathematical "Proof"

Thesis: Scientists will never make as much money as business executives.
Postulate 1: Knowledge is Power.
Postulate 2: Time is Money.
Proof: As every engineer knows, Work/Time=Power. since Knowledge=Power and Time=Money, we have: Work/Money=Knowledge. Solving for Money, we get: Work/Knowledge=Money. Thus, as Knowledge approaches zero, Money approaches infinity regardless of the Work done.
Conclusion: The LESS you Know, the more MONEY you make!

Makin' Memories

It was rainy all day and the clock dragged by today. I missed my boys last night while they were away at their dad's house. I really couldn't wait to pick them up. I told someone at work that all I wanted to do was get my kids, grab the pillows and blankets, and curl up on the couch together and watch a movie.

Well, being so rainy and dreary outside the boys were all in favor of tomato soup and grilled cheese sandwiches. Needless to say, that's an easy meal after all day at work! :-) I had also promised them we would make S'mores Indoors this week, since I bought the ingredients over the weekend.

So we did.

We had our dinner then gathered around the unique invention of "s'mores indoors" over a light bulb...lol! My youngest turned out all the lights so the yellow glow would make it seem like we were camping, he said. My oldest actually wanted me to plug it in the outlet on my balcony to make it like "real camping" outdoors. (Hmmm...maybe camping in Auntie T's backyard made more of an impression than I thought! Maybe they don't realize that "real camping" is going out in the wild of the woods...LOL!)

We curled up on the couch together. Of course, we had the falling off mom's lap because they are just getting too big anymore. We didn't quite get to a movie....because my boys LOVE watching Fear Factor. I don't really handle it too well, but since Stephen Baldwin was one of the celebrity players, we did. It is soooo funny to watch them laugh and say "oh, gross!"

It was fun to have a quiet night with my boys. I enjoy my break away from being mom, but I sure do miss them and can't wait for them to be back home! Ahh...the memories! ;-)

(BTW, T, I did see I missed your call and IM....sorry, it wasn't personal!)

AAUGH!

I like to consider myself computer savvy. In fact, I usually can trouble shoot my computer at work vs. the IT Help Desk. Shhh! Don't tell them I said that...they might get their feelings hurt. (I know, I know...most of the people that might read this are much more computer-literate than I am.) It's funny that I worked on getting my updates installed today very diligently, but I eventually was frustrated. AAUGH!

In the back of my mind, I could hear this one lady sales rep at my office complaining. "Oh, Technology, technology....it does nothing but cause me problems...I did just fine with my computer before technology." Umm...Mary, you wouldn't have a computer WITHOUT technology. Oh BTW, did I mention this woman gets a "virus" everyday and calls me to see if I got her emails, etc. AAUGH!

Oh well, the good news is that I finally installed the Suites package (that I bought on my mother's insistance) and guess what....it actually worked and helped me get my computer cleaned up so I could install the McAfee updates. AAUGH!

Okay, enough of that! LOL! I am looking to a better week! Maybe I will actually have worthwhile post material to share. But I think I will the car issue posts to T! (you know I luv ya) =D

Weekly Update

Okay...so the reason I haven't been posting anything...is nothing much has been happening in my life to write about. I could tell you about things in my friends' lives...but you already know the whole story for one of them...LOL!

Detergent Container

Forewarning...This will be a post from my soap box!

I have been reading a book called "The Emotionally Healthy Church" by Peter Scazzero, in preparation for our Leadership Seminar at my church. Anyone in a leadership position, even in Kidz Ministry will be attending, and since the author is our speaker, he has requested we read this beforehand. That could seem a little cocky, I know..."please read my book before you come listen to me speak"...but as I am getting into the book, I can see why he has asked us to do so.

Second, since I commented a "mini-post" on Dust's blog...I thought I better bring my thoughts to a safer spot so as not to ignite a "heated discussion" over there...LOL!

Third, one of our pastors preached on "Being too busy to listen/hear God"...and use the example of Martha in the Bible. (I will come back to this)

I remember the day that "emotionally" or "healthy", let alone "emotionally healthy" would have been phrases ONLY heard in the "psychologist's office". And if one was a "real Christian" they would never be seen by a psychologist. Church people had God to help them through "trials and tribulations" that supposedly were only brought on by our lack of "hearing" God. We made a mistake in obedience and now we just had to "suffer" through it as Christ suffered on the cross. Sound familiar? If it doesn't...I am very glad. If it does...you may have lived under the shadow of the "Blue Vatican"like me! =D

Anyway, the pastor's point in bringing up Martha was enlightening to me...despite it being my mother's name!

1. Martha was too busy "trying to do all the right things".
2. Martha was trying to "be the perfect hostess".
3. Martha was trying to "make Mary be the right person".
4. Martha was "worried about what Christ would think being in her home".
5. Martha continued her activities of "busyness" even after Christ told her differently in rebuke of her scolding Mary.

My observation is this: How is it we are supposed to follow other's examples when we clearly see a different example from Christ?

1. Martha was doing "works" instead of following.
2. Martha was trying to be something on her own without Him.
3. Martha was crossing boundaries with Mary (and judging Mary's actions)
4. Martha was "fretting".
5. Martha was "not listening" to Christ's admonition.

Christ wishes for us to be healthy in all things; physical, mental, spiritual. The author's quest for emotional health is tied to the spiritual realm. Our heart and soul is where we experience emotion. To keep everything in balance and continue our spiritual growth, it requires taking care of ourselves in all aspects of life, even our emotional health.

Weird Words Part II

Cruciverbalist: A compiler or solver of crossword puzzles (aka "fan" of crosswords).

First appeared around 1980.

See details below:

If you encounter the clue “crossword puzzle fan (14 letters)”, this is the answer. It seems to have appeared in English about 1980 (the first reference I can find is to the Compleat Cruciverbalist of 1981 by Stan Kurzban and Mel Rosen, subtitled “how to solve, compose and sell crossword puzzles for fun and profit”). However, Stan Kurzban tells me that Mel Rosen had encountered the word some years earlier in the title of a directory of crossword puzzle notables that was not widely circulated. Whatever its origin, cruciverbalist has spread into the wider language as a result of their efforts to the extent that it now appears in some larger recent US dictionaries. The word is a modern mock-Latin invention, being a translation back into Latin of the English crossword (using Latin crucis, cross, as in words like cruciform, plus verbum, word, as in verbose or verbatim). There is also cruciverbalism, for the art of crossword compilation or crossword fandom generally, but that is much rarer.

Weird Words

For all you english-and-intelligent-sounding-word gurus....here is one for you to decipher!

Today's word: Cruciverbalist

Date first appeared?

Definition?

Be honest...and don't google the answers....LOL! I will post "the rest of the story" tomorrow!

Treasures in the Laundry

I was putting the darks in the washing machine just now....and I had to check each pocket of my boys' jean shorts. It is very interesting the little "treasures" that I find in their pockets! The old saying goes, "Boys will be boys" certainly applies here. LOL! Anything from rocks, bottle caps, little sticks, and of course any type of change! Good thing they don't like bugs!!!!

I was just thinking, though, what a treasure my boys really are to me. Sometimes it's frustrating when they drag their feet and don't clean their room....but honestly, I have such a treasure in being a mom. I would so rather raise my children in a healthy single-parent home than unhealthy two-parent home. I am thankful that God has blessed me and given me strength to raise two adventurous little boys who love to find little treasures.

And you know what else....I found my own treasure in doing laundry!

Diehard Baseball Fans

No, this was not found in the Sports section...LOL!

Since I live in St. Louis and we border with Illinois, there is alot of rivalry between Cards fans and Cubs fans....so I had to tape this joke by my computer! The majority of reps in my office are huge baseball fans, and my boss is originally from St. Louis, but just moved back from Chicago. You should hear the stories he has to tell about the fans!

I am sure this could be adapted to fit your own favorite team rivalry...here goes:

Four baseball fans are climbing a mountain. One Red Sox fan, one Yankees fan, one Cubs fan, and one Cardinals fan.

When they get to the top, the Yankees fan wants to prove he is the greatest fan. So, he raises his hands in the air and says, "This is for the Yankees," and jumps off the mountain. The Red Sox fan doesn't want to be outdone by the Yankees fan, so he raises his hands in the air and says, "This is for the Red Sox," and he jumps off the mountain.

Now all that is remaining is the Cubs fan and the Cardinals fan. The Cardinal fan raises his hands in the air and says, "This is for the Cardinals," and pushes the Cubs fan off the mountain.

Moral of the story: When the Cards are playing, you better root for my team! j/k =D

One of those days....

Ever since I overslept the morning after our power went out during our storms this week...I have been late to work every morning!

Today, I was paying my daycare when my oldest son got in a squabble already. I realized because I was running late, I had not taken time to pray with my boys as I usually do each morning. So I took them into the office, sat them down, and prayed about our day and their behavior.

Except I forgot to pray about that little motorcycle cop that gave me a ticket on my way to work.

Late again! This time I have a bright yellow ticket for an excuse! LOL!

Oh well, it's just one of those days....

(TGIF and I get to start over next week!)

The Gray Hair

In keeping with the "hair" theme this week....here is my contribution. After passing the 30 mark a few years ago, I am coloring my "gray" which looks more like silver-white. Just last night, I underwent the process of becoming my natural brunette. (And no, T, it's not burgundy red this time...lol!) So, when I read this comical story, I HAD to post it!

The Gray Hair

When I discovered my first gray hair I immediately wrote to my parents:
"Dear Dad and Mom. You saw my first steps. You might want to experience this with me too."

I taped the offending hair to the paper and mailed it.

My father's response was in the form of a poem:
"It's a trustworthy observation that nothing can compare, In the process of aging with finding the first gray hair."

He signed off with this observation: "Believe me, that gray hair you sent is not the first one you gave us!"

Here's to Hair Color! (It will be different in six months, trust me!)

Funny Signs

Since it's Middle-of-the-week Day...here is some humor to get you over the hump until FRIDAY!

• Plumber: "We repair what your husband Fixed."
• On the trucks of a local plumbing company in NE Pennsylvania: "Don't sleep with a drip; call your plumber."
• Pizza shop slogan: "7 days without pizza makes one Weak."
• At a tire shop in Milwaukee: "Invite us to your next blowout."

Long Week -- TGIF!

Boy, but it has been a long week! And today seemed like Friday...so I guess that means I get TWO Fridays? Oh well, it was worth a shot! LOL!

On the positive side (for those of you who may wonder...I am an optimist--at least when things are going good) I am glad I have one more day to finish up some projects at work. I got a tremendous amount accomplished today, despite the morning seeming to drag at only 10:30am!

Here's to the weekend! =D

Water Into Wine

I am posting about three major miracles that have happened in the last 24 hours.

First miracle = Patience: My ex-husband actually paid me his 50% of the boys' ball team registrations. Mind you, he argued (in front of the boys) that he did not "owe" me any of the fees. This was two months ago, but I really needed the funds this week. God's Timing for sure!

Second miracle = Grace: My apartment complex was willing to work with me on paying my rent in two payments and not sending my account to legal. Simply asking a question.

Third miracle = Faith: My bank was willing to reverse several charges that were a direct result of a mix-up on the hotel bill from my regional training trip for my job. I had waited about a week and was intending to stop in the branch today and see the manager personally, who had told me that he wasn't able to go into my account due to computer issues. (and I thought he was full of IT)

Thanks to those in my life that have so committedly stood by me and encouraged me even when times seem dark. It is simply a storm passing by. And I know God calms the storms just as he turned water into wine.

Stress Free Zone

My doctor tells me to work on relaxing this past weekend, because stress is killing me. Well, I knew I didn't have kids for most of the weekend, so I wanted to plan something fun. At the last minute, I got invited to go out on the boat with some neighbor friends. Thankfully, I was able to find a music leader to cover me for kid's ministry on Saturday night, so I could go with them on Saturday.

I take the wrong turn twice on my way out to the marina, even though I had been out there once before. In normal fashion, I start "stressing" because the boat was leaving at 11:30am. When I pull up (20 mins late), I see another couple just getting there as well. Whew! Another friend of theirs helps me carry my stuff down the dock and we all jump on the boat...AS IT IS MOVING!!

Once we pull ashore, I noticed they have changed the name of their boat to "Stress Free Zone"!

How about that...doctor's orders send me to the "Stress Free Zone"....literally! =D

One for the road

Let me tell you first-hand...

If you run out of gas on the highway, pull over and stop immediately. Don't keep pushing the accelerator and hoping to get a bit further down the road.

Why, you ask. Well, when the Motorist Assist guy comes by at 6pm, he may not have enough gas to get you started.

Yes, this happened to me, just yesterday in fact!

See, I was rushing to pick up my kids from daycare after my appointment. But I didn't stop to get gas, so I wouldn't be late and have to pay $1/minute after 6pm. However, I pushed the car as far as I could go...hoping to make it to the exit. Umm, yeah, didn't work! By this time, I have nothing but fumes in my car. The Motorist Assist truck stopped but he only had about 3/4 gallon of gas left (which should have been enough to start it) We rolled my car back down to level ground and it still wasn't enough to ignite. The Assist guy was kind enough to call another truck that had more gas leftover from the day, to drop it off for me. (In the meantime, I had called my roadside assistance through my insurance company, but it was going to be an hour wait.)

Thankfully, we got the extra gas, and I was able to start my car. And pick up my kids!!

Next time, I will be 15 mins late vs. being an hour and 15 mins late...LOL!

Daily Serving of Veggies

When you were a kid, do you remember being told "eat your vegetables" and "don't play with your food"?

I took the boys grocery shopping last night, only to discover them "playing with vegetables". N grabbed a cucumber and J had a tomato. They were talking "Bob and Larry"!! =D
They were repeating the scenario from Veggie Tales...."and remember, God made you SPECIAL"! Of course, the song had to be declared to all who could hear..."veggie tales, veggie tales.....gotta be, veggie tales"!

When I told them to put them back, my oldest, being a literalist (like his father), responded with "But Mom, you said we need vegetables every day"...to which I said, "yes, you need to EAT vegetables every day, not play with them".

Seriously, I am glad they have learned the lessons of value with a fun way to view vegetables. God bless the Big Idea production company and their "Veggie Tales".

Now, if I can just get N to actually EAT his veggies....LOL!

Proud Mama :-)

Last night, the pastor shared a story from our Dream.Dare.Do. kickoff campaign service the week prior....

A lady sitting on the front row last week, saw a little boy struggling to carry his rock (part of the campaign to remind of us the people yet to come to church) back to his seat. She said to him, "Wow, that is a heavy rock to carry." He replied, "I wanted to get a big rock, because I have lots of friends that don't know Jesus yet."

I got tears in my eyes when I heard the pastor tell this story, because it was my oldest son who insisted in chosing the biggest rock he could find. I didn't even know his motives until he told our friend. Boy, was this a proud moment for me, as his mom, but especially as a single mom.

I am so honored that my children love God and love to share God with their friends. They love being part of the Kidz ministry at our church. If there is anything I wish for my children, it is truly this experience. I get so excited when I realize "they get it"! They don't have to be 30 to understand that life is about serving God. "They get it" at seven and six years old. When a Kidz leader tells me how impressed they are with the deep understanding my children have of the lessons, it relieves my fears of being a single parent. It doesn't matter that their dad doesn't show up for his visits. It doesn't matter that I work full-time and don't always have the energy for cooking a meal at home. What matters is that "they get it". And that makes it all "worth it" to me!

Divine Appointment #2

Monday: I have to run by work before leaving for the airport...Big, Big, mistake! Of course, the boss is there with 5 bright sticky notes for me already...with 3 of them needed BEFORE I leave for regional training. So, I quickly work to accomplish these tasks. At the same time, starting to hear the tick-tock of the clock getting louder. My two-hour window for security checkpoint has diminished to 1 1/2 hours. "It's okay, I tell myself...remember the trust lesson?" My breathing is still normal.

What is this????? Traffic backed up and only going 4 miles/hour? I call T real quick to say a prayer...because I actually feel panicky...something I haven't experienced in a few years. No answer, but I pray and concentrate on my breathing.

The first park-n-fly lot is full. The second one is 3x the cost. Third time is a charm...I park and barely catch the shuttle over to the airport. I am now down to one hour exactly before my flight is to leave.

Now, I love to fly, and enjoy the thrill of the adventure, but at the airport, I follow EACH sign to the letter! LOL! After being directed to the right, I stand in line (which is at the 45 min wait point) but am relieved to see the ticket & ID checker is walking down the line and learn that I don't have to wait in that line. BUT, I have to book it all the way to the other wing of the airport. Friends, let me tell you...despite my trust-lesson earlier...I was really struggling with my humanness! What a blessing to see that I was the third person in line for security at this checkpoint.

Check breathing again...I'm okay...Again! LOL! I now have 30 mins till my flight.

Let's see...oh yeah...I haven't eaten because I have been running on nervous energy all day. Quick look around...only a hotdog stand. Not my favorite, but better than flying on an empty stomach! (Whatever happened to the little package of peanuts or even pretzels?)

As I carry my coney to a table, a lady mentions how good my food looks, but that she can't eat it because of her health. This prompted my confession that I shouldn't be eating it either due to the high sodium content, since I am borderline hypertension. She looked at me and said, "you are too young to have hypertension, what are you so stressed about?" At this, I laughed, not meaning to be rude, but I really laughed when she said that!

I invited her to sit at my table with me and I shared with her that I have had alot of stress during the last several years going through my divorce and custody fight, but that God has been my strength through it all. She smiled and told me she was pleased to know I had learned that at a young age. She shared with me about becoming a Christian a few years ago and how God had prepared her before her husband's passing. We enjoyed chatting about what God has done in our lives and discovered we both attend similar churches and how thankful we were to have our close church family. We exchanged email addresses, with the promise to stay in touch after our trips, and said goodbye.

I walk over to my gate to find that the departure time has been changed. I ask which gate I need for the 1:50 flight. I was informed that it was 1:50 right now....yes, I was aware of that, but when I checked 30 mins earlier, no gate had been assigned to my flight yet. The attendant said my flight was boarded 20 mins ago, but she called and had the door opened for me. (Thanks to the internet and preboarding, they were waiting for me!)

If I would have gone according to "my schedule", I would have gone through the T. Bell drive-thru and been reading my book for the 2 hour wait at my gate. I would have missed meeting my new friend and I would not have been in step with God's schedule.

Moral of this story: Trust God to direct our path and know He is always right on time!